Surviving

It has been 2 years 3 months since i was diagnosed with breast cancer.  Still taking tamoxifen daily.  Going to see the radiologist tomorrow.....wondering why my right lower back in pain since the last 6 months.  Kind of terrified to check but really hope everything is fine.  I changed my diet....though not a very healthy diet.  I cut down on sugar, i gave up my favourites chocolates & ice cream, i gave up all the sweet desserts and i gave up eating chicken and meat except all those underwater creatures. But i do cheat on myself....just a taste to crave off the urge of it. I declared myself a semi-vegetarian hahaha kindda weird!
Well....everything happened for a reason and i thanks Allah for it.  I enjoyed myself with my little ones at school....looking forward to see them everyday.  They are a bundle of joy to me although taxing but i love it.