Hi Tea

Hi Tea with my beloved eldest brother and his two grandsons, Harris and Ryan

Kasihnya Ibu

Now then i realised how worried a mother can be. A feeling which will never can be describe in word/s. My mother used to say that she is worried when i'm home late or did not call her whenever i'm overseas. Oh my dear mother, please forgive me for my ignorant. That's what in Malay community they always said 'Syorga di telapak kaki ibu' (Heaven is underneath your mother's feet), I swear and i believe it! I thought giving birth is like fighting a battle at the tip of the blade, but once u conquered it, that it...you won BUT a mother worrying about her children for the rest of her life....u have to go through it in order to feel how i felt the night before. Oh Allah, please love my mother as how she loved me when i was a child and now, Amin Ya Rabbal'alamin.

LOST

Feel sad and sorry for my daughter, she lost Euro$600. I knew she is careful but maybe not her 'rezeki'. Whatever it is, i took it as part and parcel when u are travelling. May Allah give her His guidance and a safe journey, Amin

Sleepless nights

Having sleepless nights for the past few days....missing my beloved daughter and worrying about her welfare being. She is travelling from Nice to Barcelona, transitting train at Montpeiller. She reached Barcelona at about 12 md (local time) and saying that she's looking for the domestic train station and the people there are not friendly. A slight relief when she said that she is already in the train heading to the hostel and feeling very tired. That worries me a lot. Unable to sleep till 6.30am when i called her.......(no word/s to describe) what a relief when i heard her voice and she is already in the hostel. May Allah protect her from evil eyes and may she has a safe journey, Amin Ya Rabbal'alamin.

BZ zzz week

A bz day or would i say a bz week ... mass registration whole day on Tuesday, cluster meeting on Wednesday and a real hot and muggy day on Thursday field trip to Sentosa - Images of Singapore, rather not an appropriate place to visit for the pre nursery and nursery, what a waste of $$.

Two of my teachers are not on good term. Both from different culture background and have different frequency. Both are loud but one has the habit of turning words to her advantage. Haizz just cant understand why two grown up or should i say matured ladies unable to compromise or give and take. What values are they trying to part when they themselves unable to share and care, no respect, no responsibility and no trustworthy. It gonna be a long and winding issue to settle.

Had Hi-Tea with my friends at Carousel. A get together exchanging knowledge with interval of GOSSIP ...., a best topic for conversation to spice up our meeting.

Received postcards from my beloved little mermaid when she's in Rome. One for her dad stating that she met a group of middle aged Japanese backpackers....hinting to him GO BACKPACKING!
i love it if he agreed to it. I'm in the middle of planning budget holiday with my hubby next year and i doubt he will agreed to it. If not, then i'll go with my friend. Wait and see.

Flying in the aeroplane to see the clouds go by

My beloved little mermaid fly to Rome via Dubai.
Sent her off at 12.05am and she called me around 11am that she already reached Dubai for the transit flight to Rome.
She called at 11.00am saying that she in transit at Dubai to Rome.
She callled again at 8.30pm saying that she is Rome.
She smsed me at 12.10am saying that she already in a hostel

Raising Interested Readers

Raising Interested Readers.
15 May 2010, this is my first in organising talks for parents. I was a little nervous as I did not know or expect what will happen or to be happened. But everything went smoothly except some teething problem which is not due to me but due to the lecturer. Her laptop is not compatible to my projector and it went dead half way. Luck on my side as I had the school's laptop within reach.
On the whole, 60 out of 100%.
She answered phone call twice which is not professional.
She is not able to convey the message clearly upfront. Two hours was rather a drag for me.

Beside this issue, I was quite taken aback with the cleaner auntie. I called her yesterday about today talk and she seem not happy saying that she will not be around. After getting Jasmine to deactive the office alarm in the morning, I call her again reminding her to activate the alarm after the talk which will be around 1pm. But she said she will only be home late at night, so I said that is fine with me. To my surprise, she came at 1pm with her hubby and started to clean the classroom. I dont know what is her message to me!! My message is, I'm not going to be chinchai with her anymore. All talks will be held here! regardless her being tired!

Go for it!

I am happy and elated for being of what i am today. Eventhough there's lots of work to be done and all the works related to teachers' performance. How well i lead them is how my school will turn out to be. I will try my very best to be the best. I'll start from the lowest rung of ladder and my destination is at the top....i did not bullshit my way up!

A piece of sh**

Sometimes, I felt puzzled as to why you will started to grumble about not being happy with what you have. You went for interview and negotiate your salary and you agreed to it and next moment felt unhappy of not being paid enough.....if not enough in the first place, why accept the offer? Nobody is pointing a knife to your neck to accept the offer. Just cant understand why people are like that. Make other people's life difficult.

GO!!

Why am i feeling very sad and down since this evening? Just had dinner with my daughter and hubby....but still feeling something very heavy which made me breathless....haizzzzzzzz maybe because of the letter i received for haj. I want to go but i really want to go and i really really want to go as i cant wait no more, as the saying goes : tide waits for no man. But on the other hand.....am i being selfish? nope...i dont think so, as i am using my late father's hard earned cash. There goes my dream of performing with my daughter and hubby which i think made me very very sad.....but i cant wait any longer as i see nothing have been done for us to go except me and my dream. But to think again, the letter is only a survey which did not guarantee me of a place to go this year. I leave it to Allah, to go or not to go, but my heart already set....GO!!

Juz love this caption

There are some children who, after digging their parents’ heart out to eat, fall while running away, dropping the heart on the ground. The heart, covered in soil said this: “My child, are you all right?” That’s what parents are. (quote from a Korean drama subtitle)

My beloved bapak

I strongly believed if someone said "He/She is always in my mind". When I think of my late father, my tears will never failed to flow and my heart will goes abyss. This will strick me whenever I'm alone just now now....tossing myself to sleep. All the memories that i had with him started to replay in my mind and that made me the saddest daughter/human being in the world. I prayed that may Allah showered him with His mercy and love and forgive his sins (if any) and placed him with His beloved subjects....Amin Ya Rabbal'alamin.

Singapore 'Sakura'

Singapore 'Sakura' purple and white, right infront of my school at Bedok Reservoir.

Life have to go on

Went to my ex class this afternoon. I'm very touched by the respond of the children to see their sparkling eyes and there is lot of complains. A grandmother of a boy called me saying that his grandson refused to go school and teacher Awara is not there. The new teacher always scolded him and said that he is naughty. Other parents too commented that they are happy that their children able to learn at a fast speed due to my teaching. Another parent said that his son is back to his normal self when i was not around, now he refused to do his work or sit at his place. I told them that eventhough i loved all of them, but it would be disadvantage of me for not accepting the promotion to be a principal as i need to upgrade myself. I hope they understand my situation.

lame reasons

Hahaha just wanna share how lame a reason a human of this century can produce:
Why dont you donate:
I have no small notes

Since u can afford, why dont u get a car?
Noooo i'm a lazy person, and it is so troublesome to tear the parking coupons!

To be a principal? I'm not interested............yet she is taking a principal course!

Bye bye Orchid 2010

Bye bye Orchid: Brandon Poon, Bryan Leck, Chia Li Ting, Elton Phey, Hu Qiao Xi, Joel Gn, John Quek, Kok Hai Lin, Lai Xin Rong, Lou Shu Hui, Loh Gan Yi, Michelle Lim, Ning Tay, Ong Yu Jie, Ronaldo Low, Soo Xin Yi, Tham Yew Yang, Wong Jing Xuan and Yeo Jun Siang

My last class 12 March 2010

Flower bouquet by K2 Orchid

Attendance Apple Tree

Birthday Chart K1 & K2

Art & Craft

My last theme: Food Pyramid

Latest visit

Have not been visiting my father's grave for quite sometime. When I was there recently, surprised me with the full bloom of hibiscus, my father's favourite flower.

My children

Dont know why I'm feeling sad after reading my children's register. A boy K was born by a young single mother of the age of my daughter and now he is 5 year-old. Such a young age, he is without father. I played with him the day before, 'eyes fighting' which i used to play with my daughter when she was that age.
Another boy D too from a single parent. His grandma told me that his mother said that D will be better be my daughter as we looked alike.
S too from single parent and in financial difficulty as his monthly fee is hard to meet. My heart goes to all of them.

Cameron Highlands

Had a short getaway to Cameron Highlands with my little mermaid. An exciting and an experience to touch insects. scorpion, gecko, beetles etc.

Had a short getaway to Cameron Highlands in Malaysia with Anna. Unbelievable and excited during the whole trip. Check-in Lakehouse Hotel and signed up two days tour around the highlands. First day was exciting, managed to see and touch insects which will never do it anywhere else.