GO!!

Why am i feeling very sad and down since this evening? Just had dinner with my daughter and hubby....but still feeling something very heavy which made me breathless....haizzzzzzzz maybe because of the letter i received for haj. I want to go but i really want to go and i really really want to go as i cant wait no more, as the saying goes : tide waits for no man. But on the other hand.....am i being selfish? nope...i dont think so, as i am using my late father's hard earned cash. There goes my dream of performing with my daughter and hubby which i think made me very very sad.....but i cant wait any longer as i see nothing have been done for us to go except me and my dream. But to think again, the letter is only a survey which did not guarantee me of a place to go this year. I leave it to Allah, to go or not to go, but my heart already set....GO!!

Juz love this caption

There are some children who, after digging their parents’ heart out to eat, fall while running away, dropping the heart on the ground. The heart, covered in soil said this: “My child, are you all right?” That’s what parents are. (quote from a Korean drama subtitle)

My beloved bapak

I strongly believed if someone said "He/She is always in my mind". When I think of my late father, my tears will never failed to flow and my heart will goes abyss. This will strick me whenever I'm alone just now now....tossing myself to sleep. All the memories that i had with him started to replay in my mind and that made me the saddest daughter/human being in the world. I prayed that may Allah showered him with His mercy and love and forgive his sins (if any) and placed him with His beloved subjects....Amin Ya Rabbal'alamin.

Singapore 'Sakura'

Singapore 'Sakura' purple and white, right infront of my school at Bedok Reservoir.